Hi
Hey girlfriend I know exactly what you are feeling!!! I was to scared I waited 4 years after my sisters surgery before I had mine!!! I even helped feed her thru her feeding tube... she didnt need it for 7 months she was addicted to it!!! She didnt want it taken out until her Dr just said it is time to stand on your own two feet!!!
Linda
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