Just wanted you to know...

I'm sorry I haven't been on in a while. I found out on Friday that I am miscarrying. I am totally devastated. I can't even believe it. I feel like it is some sort of nightmare that I will wake up from and things will be better. I am going to the OB tomorrow for a follow-up and hopefully will have some answers. I just don't even know what to do with myself. I did want all of you to know since you were so supportive and happy for me when I found out I was expecting.

OH, Leah!!! I'm so sorry!!!!! I wish that we could take your pain and suffering away. That has to be so hard. My thoughts and prayers are with you!

i am ever so sorry gal...wish there was something more to say or do for you....

Leah, I feel so awful for you. I hope the OB has some news that will at least explain what is going on...and hopefully, there will be something that can be done about it. Sherri

Hugs sweety Take care of yourself ok???

I just wanted to thank you all. It has been a rough few days. I think the roughest was just coming to terms with what happened. Hearing that it was happening and knowing that there was nothing I could do about it was the hardest. Then they told me to lie down and take it easy until all the bleeding stops. I am going to be off work for a few days. I just can't get in the water right now. I am waiting to see what the OB says about trying again. I am hopefull, but not getting too excited just yet. That would only lead me to more heartbreak. I am just so sad and I can't even begin to tell you all how bad it hurts. My heart feels like it just has been ripped out.

Sweetie, I understand just how you feel. I had a miscarriage between my 2 daughters and it was very difficult. I felt like my body had betrayed me. I was so heart broken I never even talked about it in depth with my husband until about 8 years later...it just hurt to much. When we did talk about it we had 2 beautiful healthy daughters and we were able to deal with it. You would be amazed at how many women have miscarriages....and the majority go on and have another child with no problems at all. I know when my second daughter was born, I said she made me right again......she has become my jewel and I keep thinking that had we had the other baby I would have missed out on all the joy she has brought me as we had planned on only having 2 children. I trust God and know his reasoning is right. Hang in there sweetie and know that God will bring you thru this too. (((((HUGS)))))) Marianne

I know the pain... I lost my little girl 31 yrs ago... but had 2 beautiful boys 30 years and 26 years ago... still miss my little girl... but know she is in a better place waiting to meet me later.. Heal and go on...enjoy the process... Practice trying again until it is time to try again... Linda

Leah, I'm so sorry to hear of your news. I can't imagine what your going through, but my thoughts and prayers are with you!!! "HUGZZZZZZZZ" ~~~Shari

I'm so sorry for your loss. I believe everything happens for a reason, even if we don't know what it is. Just go ahead and feel your feelings. When the time is right, you'll be ready to try again. I'll keep you in my thoughts. Cindy