hiding...How do I come out??

Isn't this site great! The people on here are real suportive. I don't post much because I don't have much to say. But i do read some of the posts. My mother always told me not to tell anyone my weight. I hide the pounds well and always where lose fitting cloths. Sence I have started the process of WLS and being weighed every month at the Dr office and at the nutritionists. I just started telling people my weight and that I need to get this weight off because if I don't I willnot be mobal. My weight is 342 and I hope with this surgery as a tool that I will get down to about 140 anything under 200 would be great. I don't remember a time when I was under 200. I have one more appointment to finish the six months for insurance (with the Dr. and the nutritionist) then I can set up an appointment to see the surgean and see if insurance will pay for the surgery. I then will go through the pre-op testing. I have also started checking my blood sugar (which I wasn't before) good thing I did because the dr upped my amryl to 4mg instead of 1mg and it has been working better so I hope and pray that my 3 month A1C check will show my sugar down in the 7. range. it was 8. last time. I am also animic and have been taking liquid iron YUK so that when that is tested hopefuly that will be okay. Well when I post I go on, and on, and on Take Care, God Bless! Love, Snugglebunny