Close to backing out of surgery

I know how you are feeling. I went for my classes on Thursday and I got in my car and cried like a baby. I just kept thinking....what in the hell am I doing. No, they don't tell you anything in the beginning. I have been going through this process since August and my surgury is March 1st and I was not freaking out until I got on this website and went for my classes. I know everyone says it will be better just give it time. I wanted to scream when I walked out of the WL center the other day. I just keep telling myself...you are strong, you are strong, you are strong. That is the only thing keeping me focused right now. Take care, Brandie