Under 150
Thanks Linda....you know it's been slow and steady for me....and I was discouraged in the beginning when I felt like I was loosing so slowwwwww. But here I am at 18 months out and I know my body is not done loosing yet. So to all the slow loosers out there...keep your focus on the 18-24 month mark. If you follow the guidelines....you will keep loosing until your body finds it's happy point
I have charted my loss in my profile....and there are some months of only 2 pounds lost (even early on after surgery). I have lost a total of 198 pounds (147 since surgery) and 4 years ago I felt hopeless at ever having my life back again. Now I feel 30 years old again and I feel like there is something to look forward to in the future. BUT most of all, I can leave my house and not feel burdened by the breathlessness, the huge ugly clothes, the stares, the giggles, the isolation. Yes the surgery makes us healthier physically.....but I can not tell you how much it helped to heal my poor mental state as well. I never had illusions that I would like like a beauty queen after I lost the weight....but I just didn't want to stand out in a crowd. I wanted to get in and out of my car with a little dignity and grace, I wanted to ride the roller coasters and fit in an airplane seat. I wanted to have a neck I wanted my furniture to last longer. I wanted to be able to ride a bike and go swimming. I wanted to be able to shop at Victoria's Secret and feel as dainty as the clothes they push to all those anorexic women out there
Well I am sure I don't need to go on...I am sure you all know exactly where I am coming from...that's why I love you all...
Thanks Dawn!! I haven't been in the 140's since the early 1980's And I was at 123 in 1981...but after the kids came along...I haven't seen the 150's since the late 80's....so it's good to be back this low again. I can remember thinking how large I felt even 7-8 years ago when I would go between 180-200 pounds....but having been 347 at my highest 4 short years ago...I feel that this surgery has truely been a blessing. Now it's up to me to make the tool work and stay healthy and thin