Monday roll call
Good morning everyone!!! The date was OK...went to Metropolis in Plainfield. Had dinner at Stone Creek (nice place, pricey....but not too bad and the food is good), then we saw Munich....a 3 hour long bloody movie...but it was good...I remember the Olympic shootings from when I was in High School...such a tragedy**sigh***
Anyhow, I am happy where I am and I don't think I want to go on anymore dates
Here are the lyrics to a song that Gord called and said was for me...he can be damn romantic when he feels threatened
The Promise
Ya know Darlin'? I've been wanting to talk to you about something for a long time. And I couldn't quite figure out how to go about it.
You're a happy person and a joyful person. And we laugh and kid around and enjoy each other all the time.
But once in a while, I see a look of fear or dread come into your eyes. And I finally realized what that look means. It means you're afraid of me getting interested in somebody else and you loosing me.
I want you to know, once and for all...and I'll repeat it however many times you need to hear it....that you could never loose me. There won't ever be a time when I won't choose you above all others. There won't ever be a morning when I don't wake up loving you more than I did the day before. All kinds of things will change, but that's not one of 'em. You've got to realize that.
Over the years, I've gotten tired of people having to forgive me. And I begun to change..a little at a time. And by the time we met, I was ready to be honest with a woman. And to make you a full partner in my life.
From the first, you opened your heart to me and allowed yourself to be vulnerable. And I knew I could never hurt you or allow anything else to hurt you...if I could help it.
Back before we got together, somebody had betrayed you. And that leaves a scar and a sore place. And it takes a long time for something like that to heal. I guess there's probably some little place in the back of your mind that flinches when it comes time to trust. But you need to know that since we've been together, everyday of my life has been wonderful.
Before I met you, my whole life had been empty and lonely. You think I'd want to go back to that?
You're in every thought I think. If it's good, I can't wait to tell you about it....to share it with you. You think I'd do some silliness with somebody else and take a chance on loosing what we have?
And you'd know immediately by the different way I acted towards you. By the way I looked at you. I'd never hurt you like that. You might could forgive me, but I couldn't forgive myself. We would never be the same. It would trivialize what we have and what we are together.
You don't ever have to worry about anything like that. I won't ever be untrue to you.
(The Promise....by Hal Bynum)
Now how can ya be mad at a guy who wants to make sure ya know these are his thoughts and he cried when he heard it and called ya right away after hearing it? I guess I am gonna hang on to that diamond in the rough
Good morning to all. Early morning! I got a new puppy Saturday evening and it is just like having a brand new baby in the house again. Getting up every couple of hours to take him out to potty and then to play for a few minutes berfore he is ready for bed. I would love to still be in bed this morning but on my way to the dentist. Hope you all have a great day and I am going to try to sleep some today.
Kylie