Thursday

Hey look... I am actually posting "Good Morning"  today. I know I have been absent from here and well, I guess I am just so busy around the house anymore and when I'm not busy cleaning up after everybody I am usually laying in bed watching tv. I guess I have been fighting some depression and can't get out of my funk. I need a job!!! It's tough being broke :(
Ok, enough spilled milk. Everyone have a great day and take care.

welp...im in a funk too
as most of you know i frequent the SBAAWLS ("the sex board") and we have had a major loss to our community and it has been devistating and a wake up call for everyone....
johnna listen to me.....take care of your depression...PLEASE!!! after seeing what happened to a dear friend this week i have to stand up and say...take care of yourself and your mental health....
hugs
p 

Thanks Pam!! I know and I am just really getting tired of having a housefull of people at all times. i love my kids and grandkids and want to help them but, the fact that I have to ask or ***** to get any of them to do anything is wearing on my nerves. My husband whom I adore is just as bad and I could deal with just him but now we also have 3 young adults that think they know everything, 2 crying kids and then there's my daughter who is 15 with a vengence. LOL  I swear its not fair to have me, a 48 yr old, perimenopause woman living in the same house with her 15 yr old daughter, daughter-in-law and step-daughter (who has attitude like no other). I don't know when I will get my other 50 lbs off since they have foods I shouldn't have in the house and now that I am home unemployed, I stress eat. I have only gained about 5 lbs and on a good day when I drink a lot of water, that will slough off. So, I could be doing worse. I am grateful for my determination to keep anymore coming back. I'm just becoming a hermit and not getting out much at all. I sleep a lot and spend time in my own room but that is the only place I can find peace and quiet. LOL.