No Morning goodwilling

I am going to a 24 year olds funeral, a close friend of Ed's lost his son in an accident this week....i seem to step back from this sort of thing, when i know i should embrass more, but the heart still hurts from my own step sons passing and i re live the pain and the pain others are feeling..just so hard....and for one so young and had so much going for him, in life, not even been married for a year, a baby due in April that will never know his or her daddy and a 2 year old that will not remember his daddy...and i know all about how the one that passed is at peace and it is just those left to be in pain...and the hurt of missing....makes me miserable...then i know how thankful we were for the time before his passing knowing it would happen ..got to say things...that makes ours some what better i suppose, than one passing so suddenly...just sad....

Huggs to you sweetie

It doesnt get easier does it?

I was brought up with the saying tell you love them now cause we arent promised tomorrow

this was sad for sure, but i just relive to much is my main problem...thanks for the hug and i have always heard too time heals all wounds....just not sure how much time it takes...another live time i am thinking....I do believe death is beautiful and it is the ones left that suffer.....the one that passed is at peace...

So sorry for the loss of one so young... But Angie, I know what you mean... I hurt so bad still from loosing Rita... my heart is still so tender..... My nephew tried to commit sucicide last week thankfully he failed and is alive today but he is still in so much pain mentally... I ache and wish I could help him...

Be well and Goodwill will be there Wed and than again in 3 months..

Linda Kay

smack that nephew.....thats an isse for me why one would take their life to make the ones left hurt and feel pain....my only answer to that is, they are not themselves are they would not..,,,had an ex brother in law shot himself on Easter Morning...and he was in pain no doubt.....and i mean mentally. has to be your so not yourself...thank God your nephew was given the 2nd chance...All you can do is be there for him...and pray..

I did stop at the goodwill..all i got for myself was a shirt, and pants....but yeah my heart was just not into it...