Today I Walk

Today is the "Out of the Darkness" Walk (www. AFSP.org )in memory of those who died of suicide and to support, prevent, and give hope to those who's lives have been changed forever by suicide. Our grandson chose to do this in April, and our lives have changed so much. Please be in prayer for us - the family of Nicholas Drew Witte-Caldwell.
 We are going to walk the White Water canal from 9-12.There are 20 of us walking ,remembering, and dealing with our loss in so many vast & various ways. We NEVER suspected this would happen to our family, we had no idea his depression was so severe, we are at a loss at times where to turn, other than to our Lord  God. He is my source of strength.
I thank you for your prayers.The love we have will never die, it lives on in our hearts forever.
Ellen Witte

My love and prayers are with you and your family Ellen. Jana

Ellen been praying for MY Nephew who tried to commit suicide by drug overdose night before last.. he didnt make it (thank God) but the depression is still there and GOD Needs to be 1st.. Only hope in times of sorrow..

My prayers are with you today too... the way I love my grandkids... I just can't imagine...

Linda kay

Ellen,

Mine & Bill's thoughts and prayers are with you, Dana, and your entire family. I hope each step today will be a step closer to the healing that your family...and so many other families...are desparately needing to overcome the sorrow that suicide has brought to your lives.

Love you dearly sis....

Sherri

Ellen
My thoughts and prayers are with you today and always.
Im sure Nick is there walking with you today.
You never think it will happen to you but we have lost 2 in 10 months to suicide and no matter who it is it hurts..
Huggs to you sweetie

Linda sorry about your loss also

May God surround you with His peace, love, comfort, wisdom and warmth.

And a comfortable day of weather as you honour those you love.

 I did the 20 mile Out of Darkness overnight walk in 2004 in Chicago.  It was an incredible experience.  I was walking as a survivor.  I will be thinking of you and your family, you have my sympathy.  I hope your walk provides you some peace.

It was am amazing event, & we are so glad we went. We had $450.00 in donations- thank you to all who supported us. We live everyday with the aftermath & stigma of suicide. I know that Nick was with us and encouraging us on. There were 20 of us walking for him & over 650 people in all. So many families  & friends ,so many  tears & much laughter!.

 I was so blessed when Frankie & her girlfriend tapped me on the shoulder right after I had written a message on the walkway in remembrance of our boy. Thank you my dear friend for being there & supporting me. I really appreciate it, and it made me feel so cared for. You are an angel with tennis shoes on!

Today, my heart feels al ittle more healing, and peace. For that & so much more, I am grateful.
love,
Ellen

Ellen,

I just logged on today. I wanted to send you a hug. I have walked on different sides of this fence. I have seen my own father depressed and not wanting to go on. And yet, I have seen that darkness in my own life, and not feeling the ability to go forward. When I get to that point in my own depressions, I have learned to reach out, because I don't want to hurt my family and friends.

My heart aches for you but also for him, that he felt the darkness so badly that he couldn't see any light at the proverbial end of the tunnel. I think that pain is worse than any physical pain I've ever had. I'm glad you're bringing awareness, and helping spread the word that there is help out there. People care and will help if you just give out some kind of help signal!

My Sweet Linda, Thank you for your loving support & understanding. We have fought the depression battle long & hard. Poor Nicholas just couldn't take all the pain & loss anymore. He was such a light, such a loving young man, and so badly wanted their to be no more pain. We will never forget him, and I thank you for sharing about your family. I will keep yours in my prayers as you do mine. I love you so much, my dear little sister.