BABY SPOONS

jellyin
on 9/2/09 11:37 pm - Indianapolis, IN
I will be 5 years out on the 15th of this month....at home i still use small plates and baby spoons...i still use those all these years...

I did fairly well with my first day back on track...i did things i had not been doing...BUT THEN my dinner did not agree with me and i still have those issues even at my stage...laid down and 2 hours later it came back up...(why is it still in my pouch)
And yeap i know several people that have had this surgery and gained every pound and then some back....

I know why I gained 30 pounds and i know what to do about it...i am going to be forever a work in progress.....same with my life with God...sad but true....just how I am...I have the Lord on my side and i will make it.......I do not consider  myself a failure in any way....i have my tool and using it...If i did not lose these 30 pounds i would still be ok..but i am not happy with myself and as i read a journal i had written before my surgery...ooh what an unhappy soul i was in so many ways and i will not become that person again...

I have an issue in my life that is very painful...the pain is next to the worst i have ever felt...And it has not gotten any better even with time.....and nothing i have control over and i know i normally let things go that i do not have control over, but this i have not been able to let go and i battle it daily....and i know now after almost 3 years it is not going away...actually i am amazed i did not gain every ounce back....

OK now another issue....I HATE TO COOK AND MAKE A MESS TO CLEAN UP...and most instant foods i do not like...and i cook such a small amount...till it just ain't worth it...LMAO now that is a fact...i do not like to freeze and then eat it either...i do not like tv dinner type foods..
I do like cheese sticks and cottage cheese....LMAO i am so impossible...and i can not make a small pan of chili....not clue to how it is done...i can eat it 3 times and i am done with it..I waste more food than most families eat....in a week..now that is sad....ok..i will shut up...
LMAO just life is a battle....
Linda Kay
on 9/3/09 1:22 am - Mooresville, IN
Great to hear from ya!! Deb. You , me and Peggy and Julie have GOT to get together again... Peg and I were just talking ab out thAT A COUPLE WEEKS AGO We do need to support Peggy again...

I LOVE Stoffers baked chicken and mashed potatoes... Just enough for me to eat.. the calories dont actually suck and I can live on it.. I am getting so I HATE to cook too... and I am getting lousy at it when I try..

Be well..

Linda Kay
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