Good and Bad News (Edited and Updated!!!)
Well, I officially have a date. Jan 28th, 2008........too bad my insurance in changing Jan. 1st. It was made official at work this morning. What a hell of a day to tell me. I talked to Holly, and she is going to try her best to get me in any earlier if she can, she even skipped over 2 other patients to get me scheduled ASAP, but it didn't help. All I want to do is cry. Jimmy tells me that it is ok......damn it, it isn't ok!!! We don't think the insurance will cover WLS on our new plan, so I am back to square one again. 5 1/2 YEARS down the drain........and what do I have to show for it?? An empty checkbook, countless hours wasted, and my heart broken yet again. Right now I am so darn depressed and upset that all I want to do is eat....and not stop until I hurl......of course that won't take but a bite or 2 for that to happen.
Thanks everyone for all the support, but I probably won't be on for a few days so I can take time to gather my thoughts. Love to each of you.
At Goal! 165 pounds gone forever! Thank you Lord!
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!
I know that this isn't going to help at this point in time but things are going to work out. Don't lose faith and it will happen. I firmly believe that if God brings to it He will get you through it and He brought you this far and so He isn't going to leave you hanging now. Just keep the faith and it is going to happen in His time and His time isn't always ours. You are in my prayers and remember it is alright to be angry but you don't have to act negativly on the anger.
It's not what you gather, but what you scatter
that tells what kind of life you have lived.
DONT GIVE UP!!! Look at this it may help you...www.msnbc.msn.com/id/20186938 It is still there... Read it all... It is about rejection and insurance and such... It said surgery has to be wrote into the policy now in the state of Indiana... You should be fine, but since the insurance is changing I would contact the insurance company and see what they say. Dont get all depressed! The surgery will happen... You'll see!!
PRAISE THE GOOD LORD!!!! HOLLY JUST CALLED ME!!!! I HAVE A NEW DATE! DECEMBER 27TH!!!!! SHE JUST HAD A CALL TO COME IN AND CANCEL! OH MY GOD, IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN!!!! Thanks so much everyone for putting up with my rants just awhile ago. I was just so distraught and upset. If Holly hadn't been so persistant in trying her best to get me a date for this year, I don't know what I would have done. Praise the Lord Almighty....he is good! This is it! The time is now here! Dec. 27th!!! My Christmas present will come!
At Goal! 165 pounds gone forever! Thank you Lord!
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!
You only have one life to live, but if lived right, it's the only one you need!
My heart was breaking for you LaChelle when I read your first post. Having tried for surgery the same amount of time, I could easily put myself into your place. Then I read your update and screamed out loud....."Thank God" My daughters laughed at me and thought I was crazy!!
I am so very happy for you. Isn't it just the best feeling. Congrats my friend!!!
Starting weight 300 pounds. Currently 134
Oh, LaChelle, I am sooooo happy for you!!! I just knew that it would work out and it has! This time is going to go by sooooo fast that you won't even beleive it. I am saving a seat for you on the loosers bench and I will be seeing you there in no time at all. 
I have has so many people ask if I would do it all over again and I always tell them that I would in a heatbeat. I wish that I would have done it years ago but I guess I just wasn't sick and tired of being sick and tired then.
I have has so many people ask if I would do it all over again and I always tell them that I would in a heatbeat. I wish that I would have done it years ago but I guess I just wasn't sick and tired of being sick and tired then. It's not what you gather, but what you scatter
that tells what kind of life you have lived.
LaChelle,
I read your post today from work at lunch time but can't post from work. My heart went out to you because I know how hard it would have been for me to get to close and feel like a hand had appeared and jerked away my chance at a new life. So when I got onto the site tonight and saw your new post I was just thrilled for you. I am 6 months out (have my 6 mo follow up appt tomorrow) and know that I would do this all over again. Life is so different now. Congratulations on getting a 2007 date!!!
Peggy
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