Had a blast!!!!

lets just say it will be tonight for the nighty. i lost him to the computer and his youngest son which we have on weekends. as far as more nighties yes yes yes i will use them. that really wasw the boost i needed . i havent felt very sexy lately go figure. and a robe would be awsome . linda also has one that would give me 2 till i get past the first few weeks and start dropping the pounds. it was so wonderful meeting you all . even jim ejoy talking to the guys and seeing me laugh. i havent done that for awhile lately. well things will get better i am sure love to all vicki

Vicki, Bless your heart....I know exactly what u are talking about. Go figure...thats why those sexy things were never worn. I cant tell you how many beautiful things I had and loved wearing...then the last 3 yrs I just had no desire to do anything much less try and look sexy....I didnt want to even breathe most days. Im so glad u are feeling better about yourself. I hope u break in that beautiful purple passion....I thought it was one of the most beautiful nighties Ive seen. I really hope u enjoy it. It was wonderful meeting you and Jim. Maybe some night we could meet up with Mendi and her love and have dinner. I know my husband works all weekends but mon,tue and wed we could come to indy for dinner if u both were free and I could bring the clothes with me

we would love to get together for finner. my email is [email protected] email me and i will give you my home number and we can work out a good night. amd the whole not feeling sexy thing i know is in my head because jim met me this way and loves me no matter what but when we are in public i want to look nice for him and feel like i am someone special and its not always the case. most of the time i feel ( and am )FAT.i have my good days and bad . more bad then good but slowly things are changing specially after meeting folks like last night that dont judge and can see the real me already even if i cant just yet. finding this site has been a god send to me. i see that there is light at the end of the tunnel not a sharp cliff to fall off of. i have no sisters so i have adopted all of you as sisters .. i was ask to borrow anything except maybe an ear lol or a dip in the hot tub when i am stressed...lol thank you mariah (and everyone else as well) it means a lot when you find someone(everyone here) that knows exactly how ya feel. god bless you all vicki

Hey Vicki I just wanted to say that I can use all the sisters I can get!! I so know what you mean about all of us understanding how each other feels. I fell so close to some of these people and barley know them!! I hope that I was able to bring some encouragement and not intimidation to you and pray for the best to your new life!!!! Thank you for the positive things you said, they really mean a lot to me. Blessings, Carmen

Hey you don't forget me and my Jim with the dinner invite!!!! Love ya both LOL, Carmen

Well thats a given...I cant go anywhere in Indy without u.....LOL

Looks like we are going to do this next Tues night (not tomorrow). I hope u and Jim can make it. Will Jim be in Indiana that night??? Me

Oh, I am so jealous. Carmen did a show and tell? Would have loved to see that. I have never known anyone who had plastics done. I am so glad you are feeling great Carmen. I really debated about driving down for the fun and fellowship, but I needed to buckle down and help my daughter clean. The last three weeks I have suffered terribly with syiatic nerve pain down my left leg and have become very good friends again with my chiorpractor. The doctor finally put me on prednosone after I pleaded with him for some relief. This Coumadin that I am on is so touchy that any meds can screw up my levels. I finally have relief and felt like I could help. I need to go to Indy next weekend for a wedding on Saturday and then will be staying until Monday when I will be having the IVC filter for blood clots removed on Monday morning at St. V's on 86th street (?). My parents are coming to visit on Tues and Wed, thus the reason for a good cleaning. That week is my spring break. I need to see the scale again with my own eyes, but as of Saturday morning I BROKE 300!!!! My daughter came rushing into the bathroom just sure something was wrong when she heard me screaming. Who is having surgery near the end of the week? I would love to go and visit on Sunday. I would love to try and get together with anyone who is available and would want to meet someplace for a meal. Any suggestions? Karen

I don't know if I would say that I am feeling great, but pretty good for having major surgery last Thursday!!! If you come to the clothing exchange in April I will show and tell again and I hope it will be even better!! LOL I seem to be loosing that modesty pretty fast! I just love letting people see what I have now especially if I think it may help them work off a few more pounds, I know I have been very blessed but I love to help!!! Blessings, Carmen

Had a fantastic time with everyone last night! The hot tub was to die for!! Just cements the idea we MUST buy one!! Good food and Good Company! Can't get any better than that!! Sam