Good Morning!

I am 2.5 yrs out from my wls. Wow I was really really sick last night! In the bathroom for hours! Cramps ect... It took me a while to figure out why I was sick! About noon I ate a Kit Kat candy bar! It was 4pm when it caught up with me! The dumping, cramps, chills lasted til 7pm! Everything that was inside of me came out! At 4 we arrived at my boyfriends parents house for dinner, an hour away from home! It was not a pleasant evening and it was my own fault! Did I need that candy bar? No I did not! Why was I stupid enough to eat it! I have protein bars in my freezer! They don't make me sick and I like them just as well as a candy bar! Hopefully I have learned my lesson! I have been at goal now for over 1 yr. I seem to be tempting myself with things I should not eat! I do not see myself gaining the weight back! One thing I can't eat enough to gain weight! Sometimes I go to McDonalds and get a fry and fish. Guess what? After a few bites I am done! So why waste my money! I don't know why I do this to myself! I enjoy being thin but don't have a big head about it! I have gone threw all the pain ect... I do get sick more often now with bladder infectons, I wouldn't dump if I would stay away from sweets! I use splenda when baking at home! The wls was the best thing I ever did for myself! It gave me the courage to leave a 10 yr on again off again relationship and move on! Even after I got thin the realtionship was not working for the same reasons as before. He couldn't communciate, or wouldn't work on it. I did all the work while he just was there! Its been 1.5 yrs now that I have dated a really great guy. A few mths ago we bought a house together. He works hard. Pays half the bills ect.. Yes he even does house work! His 1 fault is it takes him forever to make up his mind to buy anything! We are looking for an end table, we have looked at 8 different places! I was done after 2 places! He can't make up his mind! One day soon I am going to come home with an end table and say "Look honey what I bought" He can like it or not. I think in the future when I want something I am just going to go get it, money is not the issue, its the style he wants. Its taken him 4 mths to decide what kind of new front door he wants! He is 46 yrs old, no kids, never married! Heck he never dated a women for 20 yrs to make up his mind on marriage! ha ha I know I am lucky he has never married, no baggage! No I don't want marriage either so its ok with me! I have 2 grown children. No grandkids yet. Ok I am just rambling on! Stay away from candy bars! I should take my own advice! See ya all lighter! Cyndi