It better happen!

OK! This surgery better happen this time! I have officially done my pre-surgery grocery shopping! It's not very easy to find those first foods! I really am not looking forward to the thought of baby food, but I may not have any choice. I can't believe that I only have 4 days to go. I keep wondering when the doctor is going to call to cancel or if the insurance is going to call saying they changed their mind. It's crazy. You would think that I would be more excited. I'm not sure how I feel. I think I've been through every emotion at least once through this whole process. You name it! Well, if anyone has any ideas on what kinds of food was good for the pureed diet please let me know. (Not that there are going to be a lot of options, I'm sure!) Thanks!