help! desperate.mmy greediness for a baby hurt him.. need 2 talk.

so I am 2 yrs post op my son is sTILL dealing with a lack of weiight gain... I KNOW this is my fault. did I bring this child into bein g for selfish reasons? anyone willling to talk voice to voice? Colleen

Hi Colleen! You know I am always here for you. You did NOT bring him into the world to be selfi**** has been a long time coming for you to be the mommy you always wanted to be. No one ever said this whole surgery thing was ever going to be easy. You can do this. Yes, it's hard with a baby. But it isn't anything that you can't handle. Hugs and Love Melissa