My mom passed away this morning
Mom had another heart attack today and died around 10:30 am. She had a wonderful life and lived long enough to see my miracle baby for 6 months, and enjoy 5 new grandkids to spoil in the last 4 years. She spent her last coherent day playing with the kids, loving on my newborn niece and having waterfights with the kids. It is how she would have wanted things to come to a close, happily and with laughter and not long and drawn out.
Anyway I wanted to let folks know.
Colleen
Oh, Colleen--I am so sorry to hear your sad news. I truly do believe our moms are in a better place (my mom died 7/26/88 of cancer--when I was only 29)--and you are truly lucky that she could see your baby, and all of the other grandkids. That was one thing I really missed--my mom not being around when I was pregnant and also when I gave birth. I had so many questions I couldn't get answered. Anyway, please know that the grief you are feeling today is kinda like the tide....always there, but after time it won't come in quite so high or hard. I have really sweet memories now, but nobody ever replaces your mom, eh? I'm sure she's smilin' down on you right now. Hang in there and be sure to take care of yourself thru all of this...Be well....Carrie
we found papers in her office yesterday that really show she knew what would happen, not like she planned anything but she knew the heart attack was imminent. she left a sort of puzzle with her computer passwords/safe combination kindof geared at which kids she thought would have to be the ones to go in her office.
Anyway I wanted to say she was there for me during my trouble-laden last pregnancy, every morning she called me and said, hey "LITTLE" mama! how're you doing?! even now I was watching my baby play and half his clothes, more than half his toys, heck ALL his favorites, they are all from her. right now the tide is high and I feel swamped, but I know because we had to try and explain it to the 2 oldest grandkids, Pat (21) and Paris (13) these feelings will numb and eventually let us celebrate her life without being overwhelmed by her passing. god I miss her already....that's okay, anyway, hugs all and thanks for everyone's kind words.
Colleen