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Update** 04/03/05
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Hello all,
I am sorry it has been so long since I have updated my web posting in so long. Since my last update I have lost another 50-60 lbs. I bounce between 192-200lbs now.
The standard says I should be 185 lbs, I may get there come this summer; once I get back out on the forest preserve trails on foot and bike. I am looking forward to the great outdoors again. I was doing well for a long time going to the gym and being a good little boy and working out 6 or 7 days a week once it got to cold to be on the trail. But about a month & ½ ago I got sick and tired of the gym and the treadmills, elliptical, and bikes and clamored for the outdoors. So I am in great hopes that I will loose my LAST 10-15 Lbs in the next 2 months!!!!=)
When I broke the 200 lbs mark in August 2004 I celebrated by going SKYDIVING and it was the best thing I have ever done!! It was go fun I went again 20 minutes later!!! I have always dreamed of doing it, but was always too fat. Having this surgery has opened so many new doors of life to me that I never thought would be open to me. I do things now that I have never thought I would do in my life. I am in the best shape now, than I have ever been in my life. I still struggle with the everyday issues just like everyone else. I am still battling depression, and making the right food choices and sticking to my ½ cup serving. Some days I win,,,some days I loose. But I can say I am in more control of my life now, and win 6 ½ days out of 7.
But my self-confidence is getting better every day. The accolades are overwhelming at first, and the attention you get is UN nerving at first. But as time went on I was enjoying the extra time in the spotlight, and I also used it to help educate people in the surgery I had and my restrictions I have. I also have had many people come to me and ask how and why, and I am more than happy to talk about it... The way I see it is, anything I can do to influence someone to make a life altering change for the better I will. Because if it weren't for all of the people who had the courage before me to post their stories, I don't know if I would have been able to make the leap my self.
I have other things motivating me also. For the first time in my life I will be able to test for a Police Officer position and be in a position to actually pass =) and I am getting Married to my beautiful fiancé who has also lost 85 + pounds doing weigh****chers. She has to loose 2 lbs per week to be at her goal weight by our Wedding, and the two of us motivate each other to not give up! So for all of you *****ad this and are thinking of this surgery, I hope my story inspires you to take action and go for it and get a life back that you feel you will never have. My only regret is not doing this 10 years ago!!!!!!!
Highest weight 370 lbs BMI of 49%
Current weight 197 Lbs BMI of 17.5%