Update on me and prayers needed

Hello all, Here is a little update on me!! I have been very sick the last 3 days and yesterday i went to the emergency room because i wasnt feeling well..Well needless to say i was severaly dehydrated and had to have 3 bags of fluid then my potassium was very low and had to have some of that threw ivy. Then they gave me some meds that i had a allergic reaction to and i ended up falling asleep waking up with oxygen on me. Needless to say i thought i was dieing my heart beat was so fast i couldnt even see straight.. Please listen to me no matter what push the fluids as much as you can pretty things doing come out of this. I am also really depressed i think that everything that has went on the last month is finally sinking in and i just want to sleep and cry.. Not that i dont have insurance i am going to have to probley find a free clinic around here. Please pray for me so that i can build myself stronger. Thanks everyone

Marsha im so sorry for everything thats going on with you and hope you feel better soon...

Hi Marsha, Sorry to hear about your bad luck lately. When your body gets rehydrated and your electrolytes are in order you will feel better. Please get lots of rest and take some longs walks-its great for clearing your head. Try and find a good counselor that you can talk to- I think you have been through alot. Take care and remember we all love ya!!! Julie

Marsha, You have had so much change in the last few months, its not surprising that you are feeling down. Sometimes it takes some time for the mind to wrap itself around what the heart has had to do. Find a minister or other person that you can talk to, if you can't find a clinic, you may find that only one or two instances of talking to someone can be enough. Also, maybe you should try visiting the OK board (not that I'm trying to chase you away from US!) and seeing if you can find someone there who is close enough that you could chat with them. I'll be thinking of you, and hoping that you are able to move forward. So many times we become so enamored of who we think we should be that we forget to appreciate who we are. Try thinking positive thoughts about yourself: "I did this for me, and I did the right thing" "I'm smart enough, and talented enough to do whatever I want to do" "I CAN do what I need to do - I proved that by________(fill in the blank)" Sometimes just retraining your brain to think about yourself in a good way is enough to move you out of the funk. I know it is very hard to believe in yourself when you are depressed. BUT if you find others who believe in you - you will start to change your mind too! And, like a previous poster said, go for a walk, do SOMETHING to get the endorphins going in your system. You can't do much better for a natural anti-depressant. I will be thinking warm and happy thoughts for you. I KNOW you will be stronger and better for all that you have gone through. I believe in you. Soon enough, you'll believe in you, too! Good luck, and God Bless! Jennifer

Marsha, I'm sorry to hear about what it going on, but it sounds like you've turned a corner. Keep fighting as hard as you can, and remember that we're all rooting for you. Terry

Marsha, I know exactly how you are feeling when you say you just want to sleep and cry. You have been through a lot and it takes time for our emotions to catch up with all the changes, especially so many in such a short period of time. Please just hang in there and know that things WILL get better. Take care of YOU and always remind yourself that everything happens for a reason and you are worth getting all the happiness you can in your life. You are a very strong woman and I admire you so much for all you have accomplished even during difficult times. I hope you feel better soon and I wish you all the best! ~hugs~ Konni