I'm baaaaack from the depths of depression hell!!!!
Hi Everyone!!
Well, I'm back! It's been a while since I've been here. I see we have some old timers still here and some newbies also...hmmm...wait....I'm probably gonna be considered a newbie now seeing as life on the board went on without me lol 
I was going to go on and on about what happened to me and where I've been but rather than bore everyone to tears 
let me just say that I've had a rough few months and I've been having one hell of a pity party with myself 
. After my failed attempt to quit smoking 
and having to post pone my surgery, I got so depressed I locked myself into a dark depression box 
(so to speak) and wouldnt let anyone in. I didnt feel like I had anything to contribute here because I felt so crappy about myself so doing a disappearing act was my way of dealing with everything. I SOOOO regret that now!!
When I read over some of your posts I can see now that this is where I should have come to get support and encouragement but some of you will know...when you get THAT depressed it takes over everything.
Anyway, I'm back kicking and screaming to get my life back 
I have rescheduled my surgery for January 18th!!!
I've missed all you old timers 
and its great to see so many new faces. 
Congrats to everyone thats had their surgery since I've been gone and good luck to all those having it in the next few days/weeks...I wish you all a speedy and uneventful recovery. 
~hugs~
Konni
I was going to go on and on about what happened to me and where I've been but rather than bore everyone to tears let me just say that I've had a rough few months and I've been having one hell of a pity party with myself . After my failed attempt to quit smoking and having to post pone my surgery, I got so depressed I locked myself into a dark depression box (so to speak) and wouldnt let anyone in. I didnt feel like I had anything to contribute here because I felt so crappy about myself so doing a disappearing act was my way of dealing with everything. I SOOOO regret that now!! When I read over some of your posts I can see now that this is where I should have come to get support and encouragement but some of you will know...when you get THAT depressed it takes over everything.
Anyway, I'm back kicking and screaming to get my life back I have rescheduled my surgery for January 18th!!!
I've missed all you old timers and its great to see so many new faces.
Congrats to everyone thats had their surgery since I've been gone and good luck to all those having it in the next few days/weeks...I wish you all a speedy and uneventful recovery.
~hugs~
Konni 
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