Reality Check...

I called my dr. to check on all my pre-op tests today, they only call if something is wrong but i couldnt take it. They just called back and everything is good to go, just gotta do the bronchopy on Mon. I cant believe this is happening! In 17 days i will be a looser for the 1st time in 15yrs. I can finally answer all those personals when they say skinny/average. I will be able to walk to the train without a lot of pain, sit on the top, sqeeze through a crowd, and sit at a booth on the same side as my daughter. Im kinda overwhelmed now, cause i didnt think this was going to happen, esp. cause i keep getting these colds lol. but here it is, its a go. My chest x-ray was even clear so mon. test should be fine. How cool is that? too bad i cant get out of it lol. well enough rambleing, it just sort of came out, i really just wanted to update. Giovanna soon to be looser -17 days

We are surgery date twins..... -17 days for me also I can't wait to finally be successful at weight loss. To stop having people answer personals and love who I am and my personality, but see a picture of me and say bye bye It is so sad because I do not expect men to be perfect looking, and skinny, and more people would be much happier if they worried a little more about be compatible personality and faith wise, rather than all about looks and sex. I pray I won't change after surgery. Blessings, and my your surgery be uneventful and a quick recovery. Katie

I've always wanted a twin. I agree with you but it is our society and it is sad. Tell me, and e-mail me if you like, are you getting nervous too? I have such a wide range of feelings. I have no idea how i am going to accomplish everything i need too. Seems more and more stuff keeps comming up. Like Christmas decorations now! I'm not even done cleaning yet lol. Anyone up for putting decorations in my apt. before our outing lol! Giovanna

Hey Giovanna My reality check bounced years ago!!! Get that darn cold taken care of!! Take care Bella Tracy