What was or is your dream?

(deactivated member)
on 9/28/04 10:53 pm - OK

To be beautiful on the outside and have more self esteem. Im still working on this one..My brain still hasnt caught up to realizing that the woman in the mirror looking back at me is indeed, me.. To be able to wear 'regular', cute clothes To buy any kind of clothes in any store and know that it would fit

Lora Leach
on 9/29/04 12:25 am - Goreville, IL

RNY on 04/05/05

mine is pretty much the same as your marsha. I cannot wait to have this surgery, to be able to get down to 150 or so. Being happy with myself and not hating the person I'm looking at is one big factor. Another is not worrying weather or not my husband is going to be more attracted to a "skinny" woman instead of me. I'm very insecure and I hope once I start losing the weight, that goes away. To be able to shop at Debs,Fashion Bug in the regular side, etc.

Proud Military Mom
on 9/29/04 1:15 am - Reno, NV

Revision on 06/06/07

I am here!!! I have this absolutely great new guy in my life and we have been talking so much I havent been on alot. I will give you all more details about him, after the weekend. Lets just say we both think we have found the "one". NOw as far as my dream 1) I want be healthy, I dont want to have anymore problems with my stomach issues and I'm looking forward to my asthma being better, being thinner is important but my health is what I want back. of course I can't wait to wear cute clothes. Self Esteem isnt much of an issue with me, I feel I project I am confident to the people around me, its my inner self that sometimes won't try something. But I am working on those things daily to improve them now. ME