Having a good day........

kathy B.
on 8/20/04 1:36 am - Grant Park, IL

I hate to post that I'm having a great day..when everyone else's day is a bummer...but I just made my appt with the plastic surgeon. I swore after rny that I wouldnt be having any more surgery, no matter what. Now, that Im so close to goal, I know I can get there with the TT. I do want the muscle tightening too...I didnt come this far to wear a 1pc, girls!! I want the flat tummy AND the nice boobs. Now the question is: how far do I go..how BIG do I make them? I was a D before. I think a full C would be good for me now. Those of you that saw me Wed saw my frame size..what do YOU think??

Feedle E.
on 8/20/04 2:05 am - Chicagoland, IL

I'd say a C.. I'm afraid I'll be addicted to surgery IF/when I have my surgery...first TT, then boobs, then teeth whitened, then.....

kathy B.
on 8/20/04 2:15 am - Grant Park, IL

RNY on 08/18/03

Hey....I think full c too....and youre right about the addiction worry...i've already talked to the dentist about getting ZOOMED and having my braces put back on....lol....then will my flat tummy make my thighs look big...argh..

Jennifer M.
on 8/20/04 2:08 am - Chicago, IL

RNY on 08/23/04

OMG you're gonna get the "girls" done too?!?!? awesome!! I'm sure John will be happy with the new toys, haha. I think a full C would be good, you have a small frame... definitely go with the teardrop shape UNDER the muscle, those are the most realistic looking. Can you tell i've been researching this? I have always been big chested so I forsee myself getting fakes too.... but i'll probably go with a DD

You are so cute already, now you're just gonna be smokin! ~Jenn

kathy B.
on 8/20/04 2:26 am - Grant Park, IL

RNY on 08/18/03

You know..Cathy M and I were talking about how hard it is to accept compliments. I think we get so used to not expecting compliments, and just kind of forget how to accept them. I see that I'm smaller than I was a year ago...but I dont see tiny, and I dont see cute. I'm not fishing for compliments...this is just the way it is. As a matter of fact, I asked my (gorgeous) girlfriend, 'Why dont men look at me like they look at you' and she had no answer

I felt like there must be something still wrong with me

But thats just the fat girl inside talking, I know...she's hard to ignore sometimes. I swore that I wouldnt be one of those girls who at 150 still looks in the mirror and sees a fat girl. But I'm now 135, yikes, and still see the fat girl. Just like an anorexic..total body dysmorphia.