Emotional rollercoaster

Hi all, First of all let me say I am really looking forward to meeting whoever is coming to D&B tonight. Second, you'll have to forgive me if I start laughing then start crying my eyes out. I'm a very strong person, emotionally, and I have been doing well up until today. I am 5 days from surgery and cannot, for the life of me, control my emotions. I know it might be lack of sleep or nerves. So basically, this is my disclaimer, hehe. Did everyone else go through this too? I definitely don't feel alone in this I wish I just had better control over the sadness I feel. I almost feel as if i'm grieving, like I lost someone or something.... I can't really explain it. Sorry for the rant, I just had to get this out there. Love you all, see some of you tonight! ~Jenn 5 more days

And where have you been all day?? I'm gonna by you a Pina Colada tonight and you are gonna feel all better! Maybe I'll have Monica, my older kid, give you an uppercut and really give you something to cry about!! You'll get new boobs, don't cry about it!! Please know that I'm kidding! I'm sure you are full of emotions but you are gonna be fine..bet ya! See you later.

Hi Jen. It was great meeting you last night. All the emotions you are having are so normal...but things will be fine. GOOD LUCK MONDAY!!! I will definately be thinking of you. You have an AWESOME Dr. and you will be in good hands! Tricia

I was JUST gonna post and ask how you were doing. I am so upset that I missed you last night. We have to get together before Tuesday ok? Just you and me and we'll chat and you can do what you gotta do! You are grieving honey. You and food have had a great relationship for years and now you're breaking up with it. You don't want to but, it's not food, it's you. You need to get healthy. So remember to send this to me in about...say...7 days ok? You're gonna be fine. Are you on only liquids right now? I'm gonna be starting Tuesday. I'm worried about that more than surgery. LOL Email me and we'll hook up girlie! biscuit