3month check-up

I just wanted to say hi and let everyone know that I'm now minus 50lbs. I'm so happy although sometimes I think that it should have been more. I know what I need to do to get this weight off. But it is a daily struggle to eat right and workout, protein and water. I ask that you guys pray for me because I've become more and more depressed about not having a job, that at this point I think I'm just stuffing my face to erase the pain. I don't know if that made any sence but its how I'm feeling. God has giving me a second chance at life and all I can think about is the negative. I beleive tomorrow will be a better day for me. Welcome to all the new members. To everyone having surgery this month God Bless you and good luck in your journey. Rushaun 5/6/04 257/207/130

Rushaun if you have read any of my posts over the last few months you know I am a go get em pro-active kinda person, I work in a career center at a local college, if your looking for a job most local community colleges have career centers, their services are usually free to the public. SOOOOOOOO get up call your local college, see what services they have, they may do free resume's they may have job boards etc. No more boohooing no more pity party, God has given you a precious gift with your second chance so get up and get moving!!!! Your gonna be great your gonna do great keep a positive outlook on things!! You know what I always say??? "What doesnt kill us only makes us stronger" or "what doesnt kill us only makes us wish we were dead" When life throws you lemons throw em back!!! Debby