GRRRR..my pcp

Lora Leach
on 7/27/04 8:38 am - Goreville, IL

I go to a family practice and mainly deal with a FNP, that for me is not a problem, that is who I got my referral from and all that. But since I've been going (about a year and a half), they have had 4 or 5 different FNP. I am sooo tired of it, its not even funny. 2 weeks ago one FNP quit, so one that was there previously started back, she ordered all kinds of blood work for me and wanted to see me back in 1 week. So I called today to see if I can change my time to earlier in the day and GUESS WHAT... SHE'S QUIT AGAIN. They're working on getting someone in there, but not sure when or IF they'll have anyone. It was bad enough when I went in last week that NOBODY has charted any of my meds or anything since I saw the 1st FNP, but darnit, how is anyone supposed to know if there is anything seriously wrong with me???? I mean, they tell me Im Type 11 diabetic, but the pills I'm taking arent doing chit and NOBODY has bothered asking me about it until last week. over a year.. but they kept refilling them puppies. I am sooo disgusted with them its not even funny. So I think it would be in my best interest to find another pcp before too much longer. I'll take my results of my blood test that I had done last week and be on my merry little way to someone who seems like they care. lol On top of all that, I think I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. I've dont nothing but cried for the last 3 days. As soon as I woke up this morning I called my hubby(he's otr right now, in NC) and jumped down his throat for no reason then just started bawling. I'm taking my meds, but damn, I never get like this. I'm to the point where I hate myself and feel like I'm a bother to everyone. I know its not true(at least I hope not..lol) but its how i've been. Ok, I'm stepping off my soapbox now, I just had to get that all out.