Scared

Thank you for you kind words. Dr. Rantis said that he should have no problem doing lap and not open, but of course he cannot guarntee that until they get in there. Everyone is right, I keep trying to focus on the future and the long run, I keep thinking, if I just get past the surgery. I can't stand to even look at myself in the mirror. My brother had the surgery in PA, he lost 220 lbs. He looks amazing, and says he feels amazing. He weighed 500 lbs. and had lap. I think it depends on the surgeon. I am waiting on my insurance approval now. Best Wishes everyone!