Thursday Roll Call

Hello Everyone

I had a training class yesterday...only one more to go.  We switching over to a new system at work.  They are switching over the week of Thanksgiving!!!  I don't know what they are thinking.  Not only is that month end but it's a short week because of the holiday.  So if you ask me it will be a nighmare...maybe I am being a pessimistic person but it just doesn't seem like the right time.  But that's just me...

Yesterday I got home and made me a yummy dinner.  Worked out while it was cooking and washed up....just in time to realize my oven wasn't working again!!!!  Ugh!!!  So I text Chris and asked how he fixed it and he walked me through it and I got it working again.  But this time I sent the building management an email.  I just don't thing the oven should be acting like this.  Something is wrong.  So I did eventually get my yummy dinner.  I made oven fried chicken (no oil at all and instead dipping it in egg I use yogurt)...I had sides...but my eyes were bigger than my stomach because after I was done with the chicken I was FULL.  So I packed everything else away for later.  Good to know my band is still working after all these years...hahaha!!!   

Today I am going grocery shopping and making some peanut butter cookies...I make some awesome cookies. It's for this weekend.  We are going to have the boys and I like to have treats for them.

Well I better get going....have a good day all.  Bye

This is crazy, I can't get onto the message board unless someone else starts it. What is going on with OH???

I worked yesterday, and am off today. I am working tomorrow.

I need to get downstairs and bring some stuff up.  Go to the store, cleaners, Sec of /state,  and our financial  advisor. Then home to who knows what.

At least the sun is shining.

Hugs,

I am beginning to feel like my old self again. Except for the occasional coughing and daily headache, I feel like I may just live after all. What a hellish 4 weeks it was.

Yesterday was a regular Wednesday. This job is really enjoyable. I am slowly learning things and feel like I can make a difference here. I went and got my raw milk and came home and went to bed early. I ate chocolate and I awoke to regurgitation. Has anyone ever had this?

G and I are trying to figure out what to do. He just wants to pretend everything is ok, and I want to talk about it and put it behind us. He is either a clam and refuses to say anything, or he gets angry and we get nowhere. If things remain like this much longer, I'm afraid the damage will feel permanent. Am I too old to get a divorce? I have never even thought about that before. Do people my age do that?

Crystal I am beginning to understand what life is like in an office who eats all the time. Today Mexican, yesterday pizza. It's a bit much. I just stay away from the kitchen. But the aroma wafts thru the office.

Enjoy the rest of today my dear ones.

Hugs,

Sharon

Sharon-It really is hard to work some place where people seem to eat with wild abandon and then seem to gain no weight.  Which secretly kills me.  Because if I ate Mexican and pizza every day I would be back into my size 20 something pants in no time. 

In response to your question about divorce at your age.  I don't know your exact age but my response to anyone thinking about staying in a marriage for anything other than love is this...

life is too short to stay one more minute in a marriage/relationship that causes you unhappiness, pain or dissatisfaction.  A marriage/ relationship is supposed to be loving and caring and give you happiness and help you grow as a person.  

Hopefully it will never come to that but I would hope you know deserve happiness and joy in your life and if G is not giving you that and not willing to try....I pray for you to have the strength to do what is best for you.  

G is the love of my life...........he loves me and I love him, but the communication sux lately.

Marriage is so up and down...We havent had many downs...I guess I am spoiled. I think about how he was there thru my mom's illness and how he took caIre of me. How can this same person not want to talk to me about this hurdle I cannot get passed. I dont want a divorce...I was just so sad this morning.

Hugs,

Sharon

Oh Baby...........

I SO understand how you feel!  Todd is the love of my life, but I have seen some things lately that I have "put up with" over the years.  This makes me question whether I am doing the "right thing".  He has NEVER talked about "stuff".  I just am supposed to "figure it out".  He is a great provider, although I have to fight for every dollar spent, even if it was for the children........even though, when working, I made as much, if not more than he ever did.  For the next 2 weeks, I will make WAY more than I ever made working.  Even with unemployment alone, my deposit into our joint account will be more than when I worked.  Still......I have to account for every penny.

I wish you the best, but as Crystal says......do not stay in a relationship where you feel the need to question.  I will be happy to live with you if it comes to that!

Good evening Crystal and the rest of Illinois!

I am checking in after making a fantastic dinner of the ""3 envelope Pot Roast" and having Liv make some easy desserts.  I realized that I have not made any kind of dessert since surgery.  The family probably misses that.  I have had RAVE reviews!

Tomorrow, I guess I will be super cleaning, as Todd has invited his softball team over on Sunday for football watching!  I had no idea!

So.....If you do not hear from me, I am chained to the cleaning!

Everyone have a good night!