Hello to all My Illinois Family

So sorry I have been lurking in the shadows for so long-I just have not been myself and unable to share or reach out.  It a very rare quiet evening,Eddie is sleeping early-needing no more meds or dressing changes so I have a rare few minutes to visit.  He has renal cancer in the transplanted kidney, we go to Madison(where he had the the transplant) on Thursday to see more docs up there to hear the same thing we have heard from the docs down here, there in nothing to be done.  His foot is still not healed and still broken, so transporting him is no easy chore for me.  I still work full time, and my health is not my strong suit -I had a small stroke last Feb. that slowed me down some-but I still look good-I am a vain witch.  He is very clingy and dependent on me for everything and sometimes I just want to scream, but I know I have to be patient -my time him is drawing to a close.  There are days he is so irritable and mean -I know it is the cancer and not him, but it still doesn't make the hurtfull things any easier.  I pray a lot and cry and thank God for waterproof mascara.  Keep us in your prayers please-Good luck and my prayers for Lucy-Love to all you-Janet K

 Janet  

It is so good to see you again!  

I am so sorry for all that you are dealing with.  My prayers are with you and Eddie.  I have been down that road with both of my parents and I know that it is not an easy one to travel.  You love them and it can hurt so much to see them like they are and then when they lash out, it hurts even more.  I wish I could give you a big hug.  Just know that I am thinking of you.  If you ever need anyone to listen, please feel free to give me a call.  I can be reached at 815.223.0012.  I do understand what you are experiencing.  

You need to focus on your own health as well.  I hope you are finding time to take care of yourself.  I know that at times like these that is not always a priority, but you must make it one.  How you are finding the strength to work is utterly amazing.  Just make sure that you are finding some quiet/alone time each day that you can do something for yourself.  I do hope you have others that are willing to stay with Eddie to give you a break.  If not, I will be glad to come relieve you some weekend for a few hours.  

Hang in there lady and know that we are here for you if you need anything.   and  to you.  

Nancy 

Much prayers.. and the HUGGS ... GOD BLESS YOU... Your an awesome lady.. and know that you are now walking this road alone.. stay bless!!

My Dear Friend Janet,

I am so sad to learn of your difficulties at this time, My heart and prayers go out to you.
I will echo what Nancy said, and you can call me at any time, and I will listen to you.

Please do take a few minutes for yourself each day. Even if it just a monment or two. You deserve it.

Lisa

Hi Janet. You've been through so much with Eddie. It's been a very hard road for you. He is so fortunate to have you in his life.

Sorry to hear that you had a small stroke. Thank goodness you recovered and are able to help Eddie. You both are in my thoughts and prayers.

Thanks for the luck and prayers.

Love
Lucy

Janet my dear friend, I am so sorry to hear of all the problems going on past and present.  You and Eddie are in my prayers and thoughts.  You are such a strong woman, but even strong women need time to themselves to just relax and reflect.   Please make sure that you are getting that sweetie.  Like others have said, if you want to talk, my number is 630-896-4011.
Lots of love and hugs going out to you!!

Hi Janet,
This has been return to the OH family month....a lot of us who have been away have been returning these last few weeks.....must be part of God's plan....Please know that you are not alone....I ams sorry to hear about all your and Eddie's health issues. Like Nancy said I pray you are taking care of yourself and that you have some help taking care of Eddie.

May God bless the both of you.

Oh Janet, Honey!

I can repeat what everyone else said, and I can send you GREAT BIG HUGS!

I am keeping you in my thoughts.