News from the front-LONG

Yes,  she's alive!  She walks, she talks, she slithers on her belly like a reptile and sweats through her nose!  I know-I'm on my last nerve!  It has been a long time between posts, but my not so patient, patient keeps me hopping.  I've been lurking and shot out a blurb here and there though. Eddie has been home for 3 weeks now w/the PICC line and visiting nurses once a week, but I give him his infusions and keep the wounds clean.  He had 3 different infections in his toe, so 3 anti-biotics, and now both index fingers are useless.  He can't type or hold a pen and dressing himself is a plethora of colorful metaphors bemoaning his fate.  It took 3 days to get through the disability application for the Scl. Scrty folks, I ran out of room for conditions and doctors to verify all his problems.  Today, we went for his post-surgical eval for his eye and it's healed well, but no return of vision, so it's really starting to sink in that his working days are over.  His doc wants him to take anti-depressants, but of course he won't-they're unopened on the table now for 2 weeks.  I may take them soon.  Our finances are more depressing than Eddie-I have until June 9 to come up w/$1200 for our health insurance premiums or we lose it.  I applied for a part time job-even had a 2nd interview, so please say a prayer that I get it.  I have the experience-I just haven't worked since 1995, when my heart went south, but I don't have to carry the O2 now and with the weight loss, I look much better.  But the leg brace and cane don't add much to my ambiance-ya know!  I'm sure it will all work out somehow-I'm sure God has a plan-I just don't know what it is yet!  I am looking forward to Christina's soiree next month-just to be out and with people-sheer bliss!  Y'all stay  well and know I'm looking in and you're all always in my thoughts and prayers.  Big Hugs and Happy Birthday Paul-Janet K

(((Janet)))) How much can one take?  I'm so sorry that things just continue to be a challenge for you.  I guess that's why God made us tough broads and that the designers realized that we did not need those darn shoulder pads. You and Eddie continue to be in my thoughts and prayers daily.  You are such a survivor and I know in my heart that things will ease up for you. I do look forward to seeing you on the 21st. HUGS and keep the faith, Christina

Janet, I'm sorry that you have soo many stresses in your life. I pray that God is giving you the strenght that you need to cope with your situation. I will also say an extra prayer that you get this pt job. Sending good wishes your way!

((((((Janet))))))  My sweet, dear friend. I am so sorry that you are still going through so much.  You and Eddie are in my prayers that things get worked out soon!!  Love to you friend!!!

YOU ARE DEFINITELY IN MY PRAYERS! I HOPE THINGS BEGIN TO LOOK UP SOON AND THAT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE BLESSED CONTINUOUSLY! LOVE AND PRAYERS CHERIE

I'm so sorry to hear about all of this Janet.....Like Christina said, how much can one person take!  You are a tough one, but I'm sure you're at your limit.  You will be in my prayers and maybe there will be a light at the end of the tunnel!  You know you have support here!  Cyber Hug.... Pam

Hi Janet. You are some awesome lady. A true survivor.  I hope to meet you at Christina's get together. You've been a godsend to Eddie and me as well. I treasure your friendship and support. Hugs and Love, Lucy