ok maybe some one should

push my but in the O.R. and then I woulden't be so nervous... I am a little nervous and scared but I know this is what I want and need I think I am just scared of the unknown...God Bless my husband he gave me a pep talk last night..LOL and it sure sounded funny coming from him but he tried...So please just keep me in your prayers Thank you all Martha( thanks everyone for all the wonderful support)

Martha, I'll push you!  As long as you have realistic expectations, you can't be disappointed.  I had no fear on the day of surgery.  I let it go.  I knew this is what I had to do.  The first few days were miserable (for me, what did I do to myself) but, after the pity party, I haven't looked back. I wished I could fast forward 6 months or a year, but before I knew it, I was there.  I will be 2 years out next week. Sometimes it feels like yesterday. I feel like I have arrived. Good luck to you.  I can't wait for you to arrive. Pam

Hey Pam - I either missed your big day or it should be coming up rather quickly.. How ya doing?  Are you going to support group tomorrow night? I hope all is well with you! Christina

November 12th.  I'm so excited, I can't wait! Thanks, Pam PS My 16yr old has an overnight retreat w/ St Francis, so unless hubby is home, I won't be able to attend.

Martha, you are in the best hands with Dr Hoeltgen. He is so kind and gentle and the hospital staff are wonderful. Nerves are normal. Just look to the future and how awesome you will be feeling in 3 months, a year and so on. Remember why you are doing this also. So you will be healthier for yourself and your family. I will pray for you! You are strong and you can do it!  Theresa, Rockford

I WILL HAVE YOU IN MY PRAYERS...I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE FEELING..MAKE ROOM FOR ME ON THE BENCH I AM HAVING MINE MONDAY. 

I know that today won't be any fun.  I think the term "cleansing day" is really silly. But you're almost there sweetie.  Keep thinking the good thoughts and think about how good you will feel in just a few months.  And things will just get better and better and better. You will do great!