Im leaving for my RNY UPDATE

First let me start of by saying **** !!! Ok I feel better now. Ive posted this now 3 times and it keeps screwing up and not letting me post.

Im leaving late tonight to go to Chicago for my surgery on Tues. I will know tomorrow afternoon the surgery itme; Im going with my husband ,children and my mom also.

they are all still hoping I back out. but im NOT. Im doing this for sure. Im still a little scared but I will be fine. Thank yopu ALL for being a wonderful souce of support and friendship also.

I cant wait to come back and post as a LOSER!!!. I wont be back for several days. God Bless and love ya all. Sandra

Congrats to you sandra!!!! See you on the losers bench!!!! Have a safe trip I will be thinking of you! remember take it slow on the way home and stop alot to walk around!!! very importand or you can get blood clots!! Watch you feet too if they start to look swollen walk! you have a wonderful angel watching you an dthis will be a smooth surgery!!! :)

We're here for you Sandra!   And will be waiting for you on the losing side. All the best.

Sandra..I will have you in my thoughts and prayers.  You have many Angels watching over you.  Stay positive and remember rom what I have seen on this message board keep moving.  Bless your heart.

Sandra, I will be praying for you and have you in my thoughts... Good Luck and We will see you when you get back....

Congrats Sandra.  I am so happy and excited for you! Don't worry about your family they will see that this is what you need to do and will be so happy for you in the end.  And if not, well it's their loss and I will be happy for you!! (ahh heck, I already am!) Let us know how you are when you can sweetie!!

We wil be waiting for you to come back a LOSER!

Hello im in Chicago now. I was able toconnect with my moms comp and wanted to check in. I have to be at the hospital at 5:30 and have surgery at 6:30. Im so worried. Behond normal. there have been several times today I thought about backing out. Of course my family are all for that too ,lol Im going to do it . Ive laid it into Gods hands now. Im praying in the next few hours he takes  some of the fear off of me. I dont know why im so afraid. Ive been waiting for this for a long time now but I am. I honestly feel as if I were told sandra you have a 50/50 chance of waking up. which is NUTS because its so not true but I feel like it is.  Sorry if you all think im nuts I just feel so sick with worry right now. But I WILL do this. I should be in recovery around noon CST. I will be telling them as soon as I walk in the doors I need some good drugs ASAP. Thanks for hearing me complain. Hopefully I will be back here in a few days and realize how crazy this post is.

Sandra,             I am sure you will do fine! I am praying for a complication free surgery and a speedy recovery for you!