Surgery for Martha tomorrow!
Hey Martha -
You will do just fine.. just take a deep breath. All the emotions you are feeling are very normal. I personally was really amazed at the little pain I was in. Don't get me wrong, you are going to be uncomfortable and have pain but but I had thought it was going to be 10x worse then it really was.
You're going to be a loser in less then 24hrs!!!!!!! YYYIIIIPPPEEEE SSSKKKKIIIPPPEEEE 










(that's all of your oh family doing the happy dance w/ ya!)
Christina












Dear Martha: You will do very well, I'm sure. I had pain, but it was really not too bad, just the biggest one (about an inch) on the left, bothered me the most, and even that only lasted a few weeks. It will be a very dim memory before you know it.
Congratulations on taking charge of your life and health!
Thank you all very much... Today I am on here alot and looking for those great words of encouragement ... You all have made me feel much better. I am so happy I have friends on here and people I can turn too, My husband is not a very supportive type and I have been feeling all alone. Thank you all so much... Love Martha
You got it! I can't go too far on my O2 tether, but I escape now and then and check on the real world!
The nurse just left and said the crater may be ready for a wound vac, which will close the hole.
It is a really good healing tool, but looks like heck. Time to swallow pride and avoid mirrors!
I still get winded on exertion and I am going nuts on these steroids!
I need a fill so badly, and I am about ready to stalk Miss Mittens w/shish kebab skewers! I hate them! I could eat wallpaper paste!
There, I'm done- off the pity pot and back to the couch! How did things go w/Calvin? Call later if you have a spare moment. Hugs to you back-
-Janet




