my last email before surgery

Ok guys I am in need everyone in my house is starting to freak out my boyfriend and my 7 yr old neice are going to stay with me my brother is pacing around the house because he is scared I am completely calm at this point I am leaving it all in gods hands and know he will take care of me so until I get home everyone take care and I have all your encouragement ,care thanks for everything and then next time I will be on the losing side Sheila