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I start my job tomorrow. I'm not at all excited, a bit sickened by it really. I mean I need a job, and I'm happy to have one, I just hate starting a new job, and meeting new people. It makes me extremely nervous. I found out that I will have Aetna insurance for awhile but when I get hired on I will have Conventry. So, I'm not getting Weight Loss Surgery any time too soon. Neither company will pay for it. I really need this surgery to get a second chance at life. A chance to not jus****ch my kids grow up but to participate. I feel dead either way.

Congratulations on your new job. Take a deep breath hold your head high and dig in. You will do fine. I am sorry that you won't be able to get WLS with your new insurance. I will be praying something comes along that will help you. Don't give up. I can understand the depression you have over this. I have been there. I wish I had a miricle cure for you. My heart goes out to you and I will help in any way I can. Keep in touch with us. Email me anytime you need to talk and I will be here for you. I don't have any answers but am always willing to listen. Cindy G.