getting closer to a date!

I'm not going to lie. I was not emotionally ready for surgery. I think I focused so much on getting the surgery actually done that I didn't look at the big picture. It is very hard to not eat when everyone around you does. Smells are great but you can't touch some things. You have to quit smoking! Yes, I know...I need to practice what I preach but I'm just trying to help. I should have stayed quit but I was too weak. You have to be really strong and stick to your guns. I will be here if you need me!!!
Hugs,
Jen