11/15 Roll Call, goals (Come out, come out wherever you are!)

Hello This might be a little depressing Email. I've been depressed quite a lot. I'm still taking my antidepressants, and still not sleeping. I go back to the family doctor tomorrow, (Parents paying). There are days, all I want to do is cry (instead of eat). I don't want to eat, because if I'm feeling that I'm going to cry, I'll get sick. I'm trying. I want to lose 50 more pounds. My dad and I are now talking. I just wish people knew how to drive and stop before pulling out of driveways. Ok, my goals: 1> SLEEP 2) keep a journal, (how do you start a journal?) 3 ) start walking more 4) get happy I'm in size 20 jeans, but they are now BIG, so I'll have to go to Goodwill to see if I can find any sizes 18, I'm in 1- 2X shirts, depends on the style of the shirt, I'm in a 42 D bra, but need to go to a smaller size soon. I hope the next message will be a happier one. I think I just need a hug or two. Take Care By the way, Happy Thanksgiving everybody Love Lisa

Lisa, ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))) to you!!!!! Hang in there and see if the doc can prescribe another medicine for you. God bless, Andrea