Roll Call and Goals!!!!!

Hello everybody I'm very depressed. I'm failing a class at school, and if I don't bring it up, I will have to pay back some money from Vocational Rehabilitation. I want to drop the class, but I have to be a full-time student. If I dropped it, I would be a part-time student. I can't have that happen. Still have no health insurance to get a refill on antidepressant. I go home and cry. (Instead of eating) that's another thing. I have to force myself to eat, I'm never hungry. My parents are doing a lot for me right now. They are paying everything. I feel that I need to get a job, but they tell me school comes first, and not to worry. I'm going to worry, when Dad says he's out of money. He says he'll get a loan from the bank. I can't be doing this. I know they love me, but I feel that I'm using them. Dad also told me that not to worry about paying him back. I have too. That's the right thing to do, right? Goals: 1). EAT 2). walk more 3). Study harder - I think I am. I'm down to 215. I was 350 before surgery. Surgery was December 22, 2003. Better get to my homework. Take Care Love Lisa Young PS Sorry I vented

Lisa, Hang in there, hon. Is there a community health care agency in your area where you can see the doc and get meds free or at a reduced rate? Please look into that. The local department of human services should be able to point you in the right direction. About the schooling, is there a tutor available? Most programs offer some sort of tutoring services if needed. See what you can find out. Your school office should have more information. Please also make sure that you are eating and taking your supplements. I know that we want to lose lots of weight - and you are doing wonderfully - however, don't make yourself unhealthy in the process. Take care of YOU this week! God bless, Andrea