good morning

last nite after taking my bath and while in bed i sat there thinking. (by the way i think to much) why i am having just a hard time with this lady at the drs. office?? why am i having a hard time getting this surgery? Well this is why. i feel that everything happens for a reason. i am not a fighter. i am the one that sits by and let things happen to them. well i have been fighting for this surgery. i will fight up till the 31st. if i dont have it by then yeah i will be up set and depress. but i guess it just wasnt my time yet. I will get it done one day but then i will go to a drs. office that they care for there patients. i know dr smith cares but his nurses dont. i think they should also have people that have had this surgery working in there office. but that is the way i feel. i am not just going to sit around. i have decided that starting today i am writing letters to my senators and people we voted in to office to get us help. I am tired of people putting down this surgery. so i guess i just wanted to say sorry for my mood yesterday. but when i do get that way something comes from it. have a great day and hugs to you all good luck you all and you all have my prayers. your friend lynda schachtner

I'm proud of you Lynda! That is a good attitude to have- my husband and I live by the same philosophy. We know what have been good moves in our lives because they go so smoothly. Others are loaded with problems from the get-go and never do resolve themselves. But..... if attempted at a later date, they may go smooth and come to fruition. I firmly believe there IS such a thing as fate, God's will, or whatever you wish to call it. For your sake, I hope and pray that your struggle is merely serving to prove to others how badly you want to have this done and that it WILL happen the way you planned! For if it goes through, I suspect you will be VERY committed to its success! Good luck!

thank you for your support. i believe god has it all planned out what we are going to do. so i am going to let him take over. yes this is a test on me to see how badly i need it. so i will fight till the end. like i said i am not a fighter. the last two yrs i have learn to fight alot of battles so far the out comes have come out good. from being overdosed on medication from my dr. to back problems to my son getting molested then custody battle. i have over come all these. finding the man of my dreams. so each hurdle makes us stronger. thank you again. lynda