thank you

i want to thank you all for your ideas. i find out tomorrow if the dr i am working with here heard anything. I called them today and the nurse said they found out something last week sometime and the girl that knows was out of the office today with the dr. at another clinic. I was like well thanks for calling me and letting me know last week. But i do have good news tho i have been writing this guy for a almost a yr now and he has wanted me to come and visit him. Well it took me 6 months to send him a picture of my self. he told me i was cute. well i just figured he was being nice. Low self esteem you know. Well Saturday after noon i went and visited him for the first time. He told me i was not fat or overweight in his eyes i was very pretty and i didnt look my age. Well that meant a lot to me. He doesnt want me to have my surgery well i explained it to him y i needed it then he was cool with it and said he would stand behind me no matter what. We sat and talked for 3 hours and when i left he kissed me and hugged me and said no matter he will love me. for the first time in a long time i trust a man. i just pray it will last with him and this great guy's name is Robert.