ok, now I'm scared

Well, I am all ready. The kids are off to Grandpa and Grandma's, my bags are packed, my shower done (my tummy scrubbed). Now I have about 11/2 hrs before my husband and I are off to the hospital. I have been all fine up until now. I seriously am scared!! So many what if's going through my head. I just feel like bawling. Why do we have to put ourselves through all of this? Why can't I just be one of those people that are naturally skinny? Oh Well, I have come this far in my journey and am not about to back out now!! Please pray for me tonight and in the morning. I am the 1st surgery of the day. Should be all done by 11-1pm. I hope I can remember all of the "stuff" I have to do post op. Seems so over whelming. Lisa, if you want to call me and get an update, feel free. I didn't get a chance to show my husband how to update this. Anyway, friends - thanks again for the support. I am so scared, but I know I will be fine!! Just have to keep reminding myself of the "skinny" clothes in my closet that I have already bought and how fun it will be to fit into them!!

I know your off at the hospital and mostly through surgery. I will call tomarrow and check up on you. Speedy recovery.... We are all here for you.