Two weeks to Go

Well, I have two weeks to go and having surgery has consume my every thought. I go to the doctor tomarrow to go over the plan for Sept. 2. My friends from Flordia have made there plans to visit the weekend before and last weekend we had old friends from high school visit. I have been ever busy and I have so many things to do. I keep thinking what if this is last few weeks of my life. I am I leaving them up. I know in my heart that everything is going to go well. But I my head keeps saying the what if's......Iam more concerned for my family then myself. They will be the ones in pain... Keep me in your prayers. Thanks, Lisa J

Lisa, I'll be there with you on Sept 2nd. Mine is at 12pm. So you will be in my prayers that day. I am having the same problem. For months I didn't even think about it. I just wanted it to get here. NOW it is. We should be excited. I try not to let the what if's bother me. I know you will be fine and your a friends and family to support you. Keep your head/heart up. *hugs*

LISA, Knock that **** off girl, you have been threw so much and all the bull**** to get this thing done. Yeah, you have to think about the what if's, that's only natural but what about the what if you dont's. How much of your life are you cutting out if you don't do this? how about the pain associated with weight, are you ready to continue your life as it is now and chances are it will only get worse. I THINK NOT. I guess I would much rather die trying then to not try at all and accept my life as it is. NO WAY GIRL, Think about it then shove it down the fricken' gargage disposal cause it's just bull**** thinking and you know it. You are going to feel and look fabulous, the end result will be well worth it, at least that's my opinion, listen to me or tell me to shut the hell up, your choice. I have actually tried to talk myself out of pursueing this thing but ya know what, I want to live and if it means i could possibly die on the operating table, well then so be it cause if I don't get this thing done I'm going to die a premature death anyway so I guess I prefer to die in less pain, slim and looking oh so fabulous or fat and depressed daily. HUUUM! Guess which one I'm gunna choose. You take care girl and don't think to much, just gives ya a hell of a brainfart.~~~~~Tina

Lisa, Lisa, What are we going to do with ya have faith in the man up above and all will be okay.. I think we all have thoes thoughts , but you could be gone in a heartbeat if ya had a Heart Attack from being obeses so lets get back to happy thoughts about the sexy new clothes we're going to have to buy ..... you'll be in my thoughts .......Sheila

Lisa, I understand. I couldn't sleep last night because of the excitement/nerves. And here I was talking about how I wasn't worried, just wanted to get it over with. I agree and stand behind Tina (it even worked to help get my thoughts back on track!! She is good! LOL) I would rather go down fighting that just fade away in pain.You AND your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. Elizabeth (Thanks Tina!) PS, It helps me to look at the before and after pics to keep me focused. I find someone with a before body shape like mine or some similar facial features and then try to get an idea of what I will look like after from their after pics.