In need of hugs

My tiny little tummy is tied up in knots right now... my mom has an appointment for some tests in Iowa City tomorrow and I am so worried about her. For those of you who don't know, my mother is going through her 3rd bout of breast cancer right now. She has had a terrible cell count for the past week and has hardly gotten out of bed. I feel like a horrid daughter because I don't have a lot of opportunity to get up and spend time with her. I talk to her regularly on the phone and she KNOW how much I care, but we have always been a close knit family and I just don't have a good feeling about these tests and I can not bear to have my mother sick. Keep her in your prayers and me in your thoughts. I just do not think I can handle hearing the words "end stage cancer" right now. It will devastate everyone in our family. Thanks for letting me whine... Julie

HUGSHUGSHUGS take care . is everything on for tonight? mary jo

{{{{{{{Hugs}}}}}} My thoughts and Prayers are with you, your mother, and your entire family~~Linda~~

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG to you Julie and to your mom. Believe and hand it over to God. All my prayers. DeAnne

(((HUGS))) I really understand what you are feeling. One week after my Uncle died at age 65 my mother (his older sister) was put in ICU for a week with CHF , pnemonia, and broncho-spasms. I was scared out of my wits. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Please keep us posted. Elizabeth

You could never be a bad daughter, you also have a life and other responsibilities and you do call her all the time, you have nothing to feel bad about. Just be there for her no matter the outcome, just make sure she knows you love her. I would give anything to say that to my mother one more time. But I'm at peace she knew I loved her totally. My thoughts and prayers will be with you and your family. Hug yourself and say it's from me ok. Take care of you to.

You and your family are in my prayers.Hugs,hugs, K Ihnen-Des moines Ia.