IM SUCH A TERRIBLE PERSON!

I get my insurance papers tomorrow at 4pm and Thurs. at 4:30 i have my first surgeon consult. I've been such a ***** these last few days to everyone..my hubby...my kids.. and the worst thing is i KNOW im being this way... I want this to happen sooo bad and i still dont know if i will be able to do it or not due to it having to be a revision of a VBG. IM GONNA GO CRAZY!!!!! (maybe im having a bit of PMS here also..dunno) Did (or is) anyone else feeling as impatient and *****y as I am while waiting??? I feel sooo bad about it..but It's just there....

Hi Dawn! I don't think I've been *****y but from the reactions around me I must be without realizing it. I saw a show on the health network yesterday called "I Lost It." One story was about a lady who was very negative and miserable as a heavyweight. It didn't hit home until she was asked to resign the church choir, something she dearly loved. Also her husband was on the verge of leaving her, not because of her weight, because of her negative attitude. Once she started losing weight, her self-confidence soared and she became a much happier person. If you are turned down the first time, you will have to work that much harder to get a 2nd appeal approved which will only make you appreciate it that much more once it happens! When life gives you lemons, make lemonade! Have a good one! Michelle

DAWN, DAWN, DAWN, Was it just last week that you were so depressed about your hourse and now you are stressed over your papers, you need to gain a more positive perspective sweetie, dont be so hard on yourself, it will only make things worse, it's gonna happen, but you gotta believe, I think that nasty pms man is running around getting under everyones skin here latelty, lol, Ive been pretty *****y myself this past week, it will get better, keep your chin up! HUGS HUGS HUGS and you are NOT a terrible person damn it!! lol