I feel now that I am on my way...
Yesterday I had some good news as my PCP is going to write me a referral letter for me to go ahead with the surgery. I also have to find a new surgeon as the one I had picked out is no longer in my network for insurance providers so it is a small set back. I am attending a new informational meeting on Thurs Night to see if I like these surgeons and get the ball rolling there. I am so excited and nervous all at the same time.