HELP !!!!!!! (OT)

Hey guys as some of you know im jobless was terminated for the wrong reasons at my last job a day before i left for surgery, i was sooo really happen to still have the surgery and about a month now im back to normal and down over a hundred lbs and feel better than ever, but ive been applying here and there with no luck of employment, and you all know the process of finding a job can be super super fustrating and im feeliin depressed now cuz no one wants to hire me. gosh !!!!!!!!!!!! it totally sux, some of my bills are totally getting neglected which is really not good. its just a really hard time right now. SO CALLIN ALL PEEPS FROM OAHU, any of you employers need an extra employee ??? gosh that makes me sound sooo desperate but right now i am well i guess ill go back to weepin in the corner, sorry to put yall through this but its really starting to fustrate me right now like really. and staying at home everyday bein bored out of my mind doesnt help one bit. take care all Robert

Robert I sooo know what you are going through right now. I myself will be back on the hunt for a new job after I recover from surgery. One thing I notice about here in Hawaii is that it is really hard to find a good job and/or find a job where you are not working with a bunch of lazy crackpots or gossips that cannot better occupy their time if not at someone elses expense. I think after I recover I am going to take a retail job. I swore I would never do that ever since I graduated from college but since my husband makes enough to cover the bills "usually" , I figure it would be a good social outlet, exercise, and a way to get discounts on clothing etc. I know that you may not have the option to take a retail job since they rarely pay crap anyways. Did you attend the last job fair at the Blaisdell? Seems like they have them every 3 months or so. I have never been to one here so I do not know the success rate of attending. If I happen to come across a notable job I will be sure to pass it on to you. My husband deployed for a month and since we had to save money to fly out to Cali for my surgery on the 21st, I cannot spend a dime. I too am imprisoned to sit on the d@#$ couch all day long and do squat. I am bored out of my mind and you know what they say about the idle mind. I do have a 4 year old that is dying to go out and play but since mommy has such bad joints I have trouble keeping up with him without falling. For the next couple weeks I cannot take any of my medication to control that pain because of its effects on the blood. I don't wanna do anything to cause complications. I think the pain will be enough. Anyways I didn't mean to try and make this about me, just trying to let you know that you and I are in the SAME BOAT. And speaking of bills it took our intire income tax to buy our way out of having everything shut off. I got woken up Wednesday morning to the water man knocking on the door to shut us off. Good thing my husband got paid that day because my electric was gonna get shut off too if it wasn't paid. BILLS BILLS BILLS Argggh. Its gotta get better. It will get better. Steffie

Hey there thanx for the kind words there, i reallly needed it. About the job fair me n my fren was suppose to go but end up not goin i forgot what happened heheheh, ive been lookin in the sunday paper every sunday and ive been applying here n ther online everywhere ehhehe. with no luck so far and had only 2 call backs 1 interview and still no luck. So sooo fustrating, and yes life in hawaii is really hard i wanna just get a one way ticket somewhere anywhere. hey i didnt know you had myspace i went to your site and added you as a fren. and another thing i didnt know your surgery was sooo soon the last i heard from you, you were just starting your journey and dang you got a date already you go girl, i had to wait well over a year to get my date, congrats and ill see ya laterz, take care