I'm home again!

I got discharged last night and got to come home!!! I couldn't make it up the stairs because I am still so week, but my hubby pulled out the bed in the sofa for me. I have spent 18 days in the hospital so far this month alone....I am getting sick of it. My husband told you all what happened this time, with the tissues swelling up from getting th dilation done. I go again next Friday (I think it's the 9th) for my 3rd dilation....hopefully this one will be done on a same day basis like the other one ws supposed to be. I just want somewhat of a normal life back. I am week as heck as it is, and on top of it, they have me taking liquid morphine and using a fentynol patch, and phenergen, and a bunch more stuff. I just wanted to write and let everyone know I was home and doing a little better. Thank yiu all for all yours prayers---they mean a lot to me right. I love you guys.

Hi Jessica! I'm sorry to hear that you are having a difficult time. I will keep you in my prayers. I know that being home will make a positive environment for you to heal quicker. I will pray for a fast recovery and that you will not have any future complications. Take care and God Bless you and yours. Have a restful weekend!! Just know that we are all here for you, with support and prayers. Love and aloha, Pat

Hey Jessica. Glad to hear that you are back home. I went up to the hospital today to see you but you didn't answer your phone. I didn't see where Jon had posted on here. I am rarely on the computer much anymore. I was kept up all night last night with phone calls fro my mom. My dad is on his last days. We are in the process of doing the red cross message to get home hopefully before he passes away so I may be leaving the island for a while. Your best link to me is my cell since you now know I am leaving to go home and I won't have computer access once I leave. Take care of yourself. I hope they can take care of those strictures for you so you can feel normal again. Steffie

Hey Steffie...yeah, I got out of the hospital Thursday night. I am so sorry to hear about your Dad....I really hope you can make it home to visit and spend some time with him. If you need to talk, just call Take Care....I love and miss ya

Hey there Jess, So sorry your goin through this. It sounds like what i went through i had major fatigue too. Sending lots of prayers your way !!!!! Take care

Hey Robert!! How are you doing? Oh my gosh, how ever did you get through your time like this? I am going out of my mind. I have all I can do to drag my ass out of bed to go to the bathroom and back!!!!!! It seems like it should get better, but when?!!!!! I just want a little piece of my life back....everything is going to crap!!!! It's really getting me depressed. Oh well....I hope things are going well for you....Oh, did you ever get that one job you had wanted?? Take care

Hey Jess, Are there any changes to your condition after the 2nd dialation? Are you having another one tomorrow? I may have misunderstood but seem to remember them doing them once a week? I am still here on island for now. Mike and I agreed not the change our timelines due to important things we have to take care of prior to like enrollng Caleb in school since he will be starting immediately upon our return, and Mikes pre-deployment junkola and we have a formal to attend next Thursday. If my dad passes away before then, we will adjust things accordingly. I don't get on here much but when I don't see something from you every couple of days I just assume you are in the hospital again. It is 12:47 a.m. right now so I won't call and wake your whole house, but I will give you a call tomorrow. If there comes a day in the near future that you feel like you have enough energy, myabe we can take the boys to the beach or something and spend some time together. Keep me posted if there is anything I can do for you. Steffie

Hi Robert!!!! Wow, it's been awhile since I've e-mailed you!!! You are looking totally awesome!!! I bet you can't keep all those girls away!!!! I'm glad to hear that you were able to get by those difficult times that you were having right after your surgery. Wow, how were you able to lose your weight so quickly!!!?!!! That really makes me wonder if guys have an easier time because of their metabolism. Hope you are having an awesome and safe Memorial Day weekend!!!! Take care and God Bless!!! By the way, I'm pretty much recovered from my TT, and will having another surgery in September, 2006 to make me look a little more sculpted. Unfortunately, insurance does not pay for ps, but I think we're all worth it after what we've experienced. I know that it's not easy, but when the time is right I'm sure that everyone will be able to take care of what they need to. Love and aloha, Pat

Rest Rest Rest, I am so sorry this is happening to you!!! I will keep you in my prayers and please keep us posted!!! ~~Shannon

Jessica, I'm glad you're home, but I'm so sorry you're having to deal with all this! Hang in there hun, I'm sure better days have to be coming. I assume your dh has been able to stay home with all that is going on?? I hope so!! You need him ever so much right now. I wish I could come over and help you out, it's got to be so frustrating. I'm thinking of you, praying for you and hoping today and tomorrow and so on just get better and better... Lots of love and (((hugs))) K