NO SURGERY FOR ME SO CLOSE BUT YET SO FAR.

WELL THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE SUPPORTED ME THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS AND CARING HOWEVER MY DREAM ENDS HERE. WELL AS YOU MAY KNOW MONDAY I WAS FIRED FOR MISSING TO MUCH WORK GOING TO MY APPT AND EVERYTHING. i HAD A SURGERY DATE OF 1-17-05 I HAD COMPLETED EVERYTHING DID MY PHONE ASSESMENT WITH HOSPITAL TODAY THINGS WERE LOOKING A LITTLE BETTER DESPITE THE FACT I HAVE KNOW JOB AND 4 KIDS THEN I GET A CALL FROM DR CASE OFFICE SAYING THEY HAVE THIS KNEW THING THAT HE ONLY WILL DO FOBI POUCH AND IT WILL REQUIRE A $2500.00 COPAY BEFORE I CAN DO IT WELL GUESS WHAT I DONT HAVE IT WONT HAVE IT SINCE I DONT HAVE A JOB CANT EXPECT MY HUSBAND TO COME UP WITH IT SINCE HE IS DOING IT BY HIS SELF NOW I AM SO MAD I JUST SAT IN THE CAR SCREAMING AND CRYING UNTIL I GOT A MIGRANE I CANT BELIEVE HOW CLOSE I ALMOST CAME TO HAVE SOMEONE TAKE IT WAY MAKES ME FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE CONTROL OF MY LIFE I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THEY COULD DO THIS AT THE LAST MINUTE. SINCE I HAVE MEDICAID I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER OPTIONS. i AM JUST TIRED NOW MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY I HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY LEFT TO PRETEND TO BE HAPPY FOR MY KIDS OTHER THAN THAT I JUST WANT TO SLEEP THIS HURT AWAY AND AWAKEN TO A BETTER DAY. GOOD LUCK EVERY BODY I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU ALL MUCH SUCESS ALWAYS

Don't give up yet. Let me do a little reseach and see what I can find out. You said you have Medicaid, right? I will get back to you as soon as possible. Keep the faith my friend. Hugs, Debra =^..^=

dont give up.. have faith.. Talk with the doctors office and see if they will take payments.. I too am worried Im going to have to pay my deductable upfront and if that is the case I too will not be having my surgery on Jan 14.. I go to the doctors office tomorrow for my pre op.. trust me Im just as scared as you were, (are). but things will brighten up for you.. trust in the lord for he is our father and he never fails his children.. Jen

I hope things get better for you... I saw an ad for Capital One Healthcare Finance, haven't dealt with them but you might want to investigate... Janet

Girl you seem to have the understanding that HE is in controlle of everything and You know HE only wants the best for you. Step back and take a breath, I dont understand right now and cant claim to understand what you are going thru, But I do know He had reasons and It will happen for you in HIS timing. Do NOt give up pray hard and trust HIM!! Im soooo sorry you are going thru this, Keep your chin up and keep focused on HIM, He knows the desires of your heart and will honor your effort just remember to give him the HONOR and GLORY!!!!