APPROVED!!! but freaking out!

Hello. I just got a call from Aetna and they approved me after my appeal! I have so many emotions right now. I am excited but scared at the same time. I mean I am all over the place with "I want to do it" and "should I do it". I feel like I am going nuts. Is this normal? Did anyone else kind of freak out when it became a real option??

OOOOOOOH YES!!! You will be happy to know that you are COMPLETELY normal as you run the gamut of all those emotions! I think we ALL have done the same thing. We have also each asked, "is this normal?" Just trust in God that you will get through this, and that it is fate that you have been approved for the surgery that will change your life for the better. By the way....CONGRATULATIONS!! Please know that you will be in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you! Pat

Pat, Thank you for your response. I didn't think about it being fate so that does help calm me. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Happy holidays! Bonnie

Congratulations on your approval. I fully understand the range of emotions you're feeling now, I had my share of them right before surgery. I'm 6 days post-op now and I'm so glad I never hesitated. Good luck to you. James

James, Congratulations on your surgery. Thank you for your response. It is nice to know that my feelings are normal! I wish you continued success! Happy holidays! Bonnie

Hey Bonnie I know what you are going through dear,I have the same emotions now as I have 7 days left till surgery,but I know it is normal to feel these feelings ,you will be fine and with such a wonderful group as this you can always count on their support to help you through.....huggssss Amy C.

Amy, thank you for your response. Wow, 7 days until your surgery. That is great! What a wonderful way to start the new year. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Good luck and keep us posted on how it goes. Happy holidays! Bonnie

Hey Bonnie, As you have figured by now from your responses, all of this is perfectly normal. We are all here for you if you need anything. You just let us know. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Congratulations. Hugs, Debra =^..^=

Your emotions are definitely normal. I even tried to back out as soon as I woke up AFTER the surgery...not from the pain, but because I didn't realize I had already had it. My devotion/bible study that morning was about the Lord taking some of us home sooner than others. Dad's was about losing a loved one too, so you can imagine how secure I felt. Boy, were my good-byes good (a bit over the top)! Needless to say, I was ready to meet my Maker in person...not eager, but ready!!! Sometimes, it does help to talk about your fears. We understand!!! We'll be here for you! Hugs, Becky

THANKS FOR NOT GIVING UP BONNIE HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO YOU. AND GOD BLESS. RUTH B.