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Hey Chandra,
I am so glad that you made it through surgery with no problems and that you are now on the loosing side. I was really hoping
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to be on the loosing side now but it looks like the way things are going that it will still be July or august before I will get a surgery date.
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People have asked me why don't I change doctors (again) but I am to tired
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, angry
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and I figured that it will just put me that much further behind. So I continue to Pray and argue
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with God about "Why Me"
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while he continues to hit me upside the head with a baseball bat trying to break
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that hardheadedness that I have. LOL
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I know that it will not take place until he is ready, but I will continue to argue
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with God
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until either, the surgery takes place or I die
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. (Which ever comes first) I look forward to reading your updates
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on your loosing and will keep praying for you. God Bless You.
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Becky Stanford