Obsessed
I personal would say you were abnormal if you didn't let it consume you for a while. Its the best thing for you to do it read, research , think, ask questions ect!! ITs a big decision and you need to be very well informed. Each surgery is different and you have to figure out which one works best for you!! I researched off and on for years!!! The last year It was all I could think of so I'd say you are very normal! LOL Keep up the work and before you know it you will be on the loosers bench!!
Hugs.
Ginger
Hugs.
Ginger